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Cuti CNY

Alhamdullilah
Buat diri yg sentiasa alpa dgn masa
Buat hamba yg terpedaya dgn hasutan x bertepi
Kali ini entah dr mana dtg nya suara…azam…semangat..
Berbisik hebat di telinga
Minda yg seringkali tewas tp mlm ini menang..syabas…
Ingin benar mlm2 mendatang…kuat dan tegar memberi tumpu
Biar semuanya usai..ingin ke titik noktah!
Aminnnn ya rabb

Allahumma Yassir wala tuassir!!!

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gila yg hilang

chesu rasa separuh gila…bila rasa takut,bila rasa ngeri ..semcm hilang tiba2…bila boleh lepak2..sedangkan jam berdenting..masa berlalu pergi…

tp chesu cuba menjadi waras…berjaya bila rasa takut dan ngeri itu kembali menghantui…kegilaan sehingga march…kegilaan sementara…semoga berjaya!

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helppppppppppp!!!

i have so many things on my plate now…i cant focus..mental block keep coming with another best friend…NERVOUS BREAKDOWNs and constant HEALT H ISSUES …i cant help it…and i cant let it stay here long…

i changed my daily routine…i ensure that taking nap with nawal is mandatory…day time is only meant for HOUSE CHORES(impossible…bcoz it lasts up to NITE)…and nawal only…and with nawal still refused bottles or anything except direct BF,she is making it imposible to send her to a nursery…i do not mean to whine or complain..i noe there are others with 2-3 children and they managed well…but me..IM SUCKS…i am not good with multitasking…

now,here i am writing at 3am…i have no idea what should i do with my chapter 3…i wrote 2 pages of them and suddenly the ideas dried on me…and i began reading other journals and thesis and another major attack occured…..suddenly i am nowhere near POSITIVE towards what i want to do for my dissertation really…i dunno whether i am on the right track…i am one hopeless soul now…

gotta go to my babies…better hit the sacks now…many things await me in the morning 2moro!!

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