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sunshine indeed

mama love u nawal!

mama love u nawal!

You are my sunshine

My only sunshine
You make me happy
When skies are grey
You’ll never know dear
How much I love you
Please don’t take my sunshine away

I just wanna say I LOVE U PRINCESS!!!

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buat suami

kali ini,chesu dedikasikan entry ini utk seorg lelaki yg Allah firmankan di tapak kakinya terletak syurga chesu…

i love u two!!

i love u two!!

terima kasih bukan kepalang atas pengertian,jerih perih,segala yg kita kongsi bersama dr hari 1 kita disatukan hingga hr ini dan saat ini…

terlalu byk utk dicoretkan namun segala yg mungkin dirungkaikan dr catatan memori ke catatan diari…  tika ini hanyalah cebisan pengorbanan yg dilalui bersama menanti cahaya mata cinta hati kami…

gusar gundah hati chesu,hanya seorang suami mampu menangkis dan menepis ramalan buruk hati kecil ini…

menangis hati seorang isteri tatkala chesu tidak mampu utk bangun,memangku Nawal seawal hr pertama hingga ketiga kelahirannya..teguh si suami,menggagahi diri,bersengkang mata…menukar lampin tatkala chesu hanya mampu terbaring….terima kasih tidak terhingga utk itu…

bila chesu tidak mampu bangkit utk melaksanakan hajat n membasuh diri,tegar suami juga memimpin,memakaikan baju segala hatta memandikan chesu…chesu hanya mampu bersyukur punya suami semulia ini…

justeru,di saat2 ini….kasih syg chesu tidak hanya tumpah mengalir utk bintang hati nawal,tp utk seorg lelaki yg hanya pada dirinya cinta,kasih sayang chesu sandarkan…bukan sekadar itu,tinggi kagumnya hati mertua mama suarakan melihat menantu bersusah payah ke tahap itu….yakinlah mama,farihan akan teguh bersama anak bongsu ini bukan hanya di kala bintang2 menyinari malam hari kami,tapi saat hujan,ribut taufan sekalipun…insya allah,dia akan utuh melindungi chesu….menyayangi nawal sepenuh jiwa diri yg satu itu..

untaian kasih segenap jiwa kalbu dr hati seorang isteri buat seorang suami….

nawal n me-both thanking ayah 4 his great job!!!

nawal n me-both thanking ayah 4 his great job!!!

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i have a few ideas for nawal’s own bedding deco…at home,we have one empty room that is more than suitable for nawal…since our master bedroom is roomy enuf for her to squeeze in,i am thinking of decorating her space in our master bedroom itself

here’s a liitle info of our bedroom..our bed is birch in colour…

our bed-minus the side table n wardrobe

our bed-minus the side table n wardrobe

before, we had a white set,but we moved the bed frame n the wardrobe to the guest room…only white dressing table and a side table accompanied the birch bed frame…

hmm…i am thinking whether to opt for a birch baby cot or a white baby cot???those two colours seems compatible to be used together s i can see…which means either or will work just fine with our bed…

sattached below are a few pix from google image…n i just need ur opinion on how i shud get it done for nawal???mind u tat we r not gonna paint the room ..we gonna settled for its original colour..CREAM…

baby room 1

baby room 1

baby room 2

baby room 2

baby room 3

baby room 3

baby room 4

baby room 4

so frens,cast u votes then!!!need ur help tis time…hehe

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knowledge is power

book

knowledge is power…despite having 7 nephews and nieces, i found myself in big question marks almost all the time..and thank God, i grabbed this book from MPH long ago when i carried Nawal in my womb..go and grab tis book it helps a lot…theres another series tat i bought…What to expect-when u r expecting…but tat was history…huhu..maybe i can use it later…later is like 3 yeras time mebi???hehe

speaking of the book-it helps clear my doubts and adding more knowledge to new parents like hubby n me…simple questions with elaborative answers,pictures and illustration added to ensure your undersatnding is crystal clear…and with the help of the book, i started new regime for Nawal…

every morning,after her bathing sesion,around 10pm i’ll put the tv on and switch to disney channel…she’ll stare and blink her eyes for almost half an hour before her deep slumber…i did this a few times in a day…in the evening, i’ll read her books with tones and rhymes according to my own creativity..hehe.. later at night,she’ll sleep tight..for the past 3 days she’ll wake up every half an hour or an hour for her milk…quite tiring for me,but hey this is a good sign for her appetite……good job hunny!!!

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its nawal again….kesian sgt die..habis muka kene ruam susu…huhu…dah try lap muka die after evry meal…tp sbb die selalu muntah susu,kene la skit…anyone has dsometing to share?????? kesian sgt tgk bijuk2 merah ni kt muka die..

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nawal looking stylo...but it hurts so much i noe...

nawal looking stylo...but it hurts so much i noe...

jaundice- i declare WAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BENCI SGT2…tis time around,nawal’s reading is about 259…which made me feeling dreadful to be warded here once again with her….dah try mandi ngan herba sen sei pun x jln…x pe la..redho..hope tis will b the last time……..siyan die…..

frens: plz pray for my little cutie snow white….tq……i wanna go home tomofrrow with her,without jaundice of coz!!!!!!!!

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memory

30 jun

8.30-10 am

– appointment utk regular check-up dgn OBYGYN….hr ni en suami kene pegi meeting ke PICC…tp he promised to join me during the check up…seperti biasa,chesu bersiap2….mcm x de pape la kan??…first off,kene la buat CTG dulu…ni procedure yg biase,lepak2 je la…once i’m done with the CTG i texted farihan to join me for the appointment…

-i went to see dr noraihan..we chatted for the first few minutes before the full scan….tis was when she told me the SHOCKING NEWS…”air ni dah kurang sangat la dear….i’ll deliver u today boleh?”…and i was like “What????r u kidding me???”…maser ni dah mengalir airmata…sikit je la…ingat kan gurau2 je….then she said..”i check again eyh….don’t cry dear….x pe..”..she repeat the whole procedures for another 3 times….only then farihan came happily without knowing the pain that i’ll need to undergo…”dr,you really have to talk to him…”..tat was my line….she sighed and told the whole thing again….and expected,my other haf refused to send me to the ward..”kita dtg hr2 checkup la dr..”..”NO..im not letting here go farihan…its about another human being we r talking about…”…with a heavy heart,we asked for her permisson to go back n pack the stuff….

before tat, i took DEXA…injection for the baby…sakit x usah criter la…tis is to help baby’s laung to mature..another DEXA is scheduled at 12 midnite tonite

12noon

hubby took me for lunch….i just cant think of any fav fud tis time…ok la…mcm nak makan ikan patin masak tempoyak…so,we went to precint 16 and had our lunch…i texted my sisters informing them on the news….my eldest sis said that i dont need to worry..its alraedy 35 wiks…RAzin my nephew,aged 10 survived the same thing….alhamdulillah…i gain more confidence upon hearing her advise…she asked me to leave evrything to the experts….they know they best for us…there is no point of keeping the bb if it means welcoming danger and risk HER LIFE…i dont want to jeopardise my bb’s life for sure…

2.00pm

done cleaning the house,packed my hospital bag n bb’s bag..n GUESS WHAT??TILAM BABY X BELILAGI???..x pe la…hubby promised me he’ll get the mattress tat i showed him kat mom’s care…

3,00pm

we got a called informing us tat my room is ready…we need to go and register…

5.00pm 

 we were about to leave the house when OBYGYN CALLED and scolded farihan…”farihan!!!!!!!mana nidana nie???u kene bwk die today tau x???” haha..we laughed upon hearing her screamimg loudly at the other line…lawak…

5.00-5.15pm

 lepak jap kat stall air kelapa pandan…greedy me,i ordered sugar cane s well…tetiba bau cempedak goreng…tp kakak tu ckp dah habis..adeh…..

5.30pm

officially admitted…dr noraihan came and claimed scolded farihan…lawak je..marah2 sambil gelak…”farihan, i nak sate kajang tau….penat la worrying for nidana mcm nie…”…thx dr…i appreciate ur concern…

sila mkn segala yg anda nak waktu2 ini...

sila mkn segala yg anda nak waktu2 ini...

12midnite

i took another painful DEXA…anything for u baby….

1 Julai

8.30 am

pagi2 lagi nurse dtg dgn wheelchair….dr 12 mlm td,chesu dah diminta berpuasa…standby mode…kalo pape boleh trus masuk OT and proceed with the procedure…

10.00am

confirmed…its OLIGO….air ketuban makin sikit compared to yesterday..i need to go for c-sect today….mcm mimpi je…dr immediately ordered the OT to be ready,called the anaest, and NICU unit to prepare a ventilator…tis is very important for the baby…if she weight less than 2 or not fit to be with me,shes gonna need the ventilator…

10.05am

called my parents…they r at the airport looking for any flight available to board…

11.00am

anaest came with explanation on type and risk for each option available for the surgery..i chose half concious n morphin….x nak amik general anastetic-not recommended by her and my fa,ily members…i signed the important doc on the surgery..

12 noon

chatted with hubby…july first,bed no 7….its gonna be my bbs lucky number it seems…

2.00 pm

ventilator is still not ready…im trying to catch my breath everytime i heard someone came knocking to my door….cuak sgt…….

another procedure done!

another procedure done!

3.45pm

two nurses came in to insert a tube to my VG….

3.50 pm

 

masuk ke OT..giler rasa mcm geys anatomy..huhu…sebelum tu,mintak maaf bagai dengan my hubby…sgt takut…

4.00pm

 Dr noraihan-OBYGYN,dr azmi,anothr OBYGYN n dr UMMU an M.O  cerried out the procedures…i heard them talking, they even put on their fav song during the operation…sepanjang2 masa,chesu berzikir,bacer semua surah2 yg chesu ingat….

4.30pm

 “nida, i got her head….SHE”S OUT…..!!!!!!!” i shed tears upon hearing my baby cried her lung out…a real screamer she is..haha…after a few mins,a dr came n showed my baby…i kissed her….tis point of time,i didnt cry..i just feel relief….

6.00pm

done with the stiches..dr azmi was in charge for this….dr noraihan put a big grin on her face…we cahtted about a few minutes ….

6.00-6.30pm

in the recovery room….two dr put the morphin to an equipment…and locked the syringed inside the machine…i neeed to press the button everytime i feel pain,morphin will be inserted to my body after every time i press the button….

almost 7pm

 heading to the ward..i saw mcsa…n hubby…they said my bb’s healthy and waiting for me in my room….i asked for my parents..they are waiting for me with my bb s well…….

lying flat for 6 hours due to the surgery..

lying flat for 6 hours due to the surgery..

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