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I wish………=)

I WISH    ….hikhik

 

To all dearest frens….since korang sokmo tanyer wat I want 4 my coming wedding…inilah dia…jgn menyesal lak…

  

  1. mini bar fridge
  2. oven
  3. toaster
  4. vcd player
  5. tv set  (dah ada yg nak kasik..hehe)
  6. rice cooker  (tq lah lyn ek…cap kaki kuda ek???)
  7. air cooler
  8. blender
  9. juice mixer (farahiah kene beli ni..hehe)
  10. mixer
  11. bed spraed/comforter/quilt/duvet
  12. frame yg lawa
  13. vase yg chantek
  14. jam yg sgt chomel
  15. bookcase
  16. cooking set
  17. cutleries
  18. glass holder
  19. lingerie
  20. melamine set
  21. non stick pan
  22. 19.rug/runner/carpet
  23. shower shelf
  24. spice holder
  25. table lamp
  26. ssf/ikea curtain =)

klah ek..selamt membeli belah….tp yg pentingnyer korang datang ek…n please wear

pink…Theme dana brown la…tp dah decide frens to wera pink cos everyone has pink attire

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from my heart

alhamdulillah…i am done with the hectic marking session…it was a process that sometimes made me mad or confuse…or mebi it made me laugh…it depends…

today me and all the APB lecturers had a great time…we had such a blast time enjoying the meals for hari raya..the food was terrific…being me, i only ate a little…everything was good but im kinda loosing my appetite…the ramadhan season still around me i suppose..hehe….

this syawal i had so many events going on….my bestest buddy norrazila finally tied the knot with her beloved person…(beautconnection.fotopages.com)…everyone was shocked to see me in tears when i hugged her before i left….it was something that is beyond the words to describe….we shared one unique frenship since prim school…we used to talk about things together,we plan to do many things ahead…she even plan to be near me when i am about to marry next month…but God has his own plan…and our plan need to be discarded…she is no lonegr here next month to be right beside me…she’ll be far away in qatar with her hubby….the tot that she’s not there at the meaningful moment flushed my tears…and discreetly i wept while i hugged her….

to azila,i wish you all the best in ur next phase of life…

to redza,u r one lucky man to have her as ur wife…please take care of her because i do care…god bless

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hati yg bagai2…

Kita x selalu boleh menggembirakan semua org…dalam pada baik org,ada terkadang sesuatu yg tersembunyi….di sebalik senyum,kata-kata manis ada pura-pura dan benci….tp diriku bg yang mengenali…sayangku terzahir…benciku terlahir….tidak perlu bermuka2…segalanya pasti….itu kelemahan ku yg mama sering menegur…bukan ku seorg..adik beradikku begitu juga….

Sangat membenci org yg mereka cerita,drp cerita hikayat itu digunakan utk provokasi,meraih sokongan..tujuan apa??wallahuaklam..mungkin utk mencari popularity…utk menunjukkan diri yg sebenarnya busuk dengan hasad dengki dengan keramahan dan kebaikan yg terancang rapi….mudahkah utk aku menyukai org sebegini??? Never… segala perancanagn buruk utk menjatuh,mengaib atau sebagainya yg dirancang….silakan…takut??tentu tidak…bg ku sudah terang lagi bersuluh…aku ada Allah sebagai bukti cakap benar….kiranya sekarang kebenaran itu tidak terbukti…kita masih ada akhirat….ada hari pembalasan… Tuhan itu maha Adil…Allah sanagt adil….tak perlu aku beli hati manusia dengan segala taburan budi dan kata2 manis….cukuplah….aku sudah muak n jemu..permainan lakonan kepuraan itu tidak berkesan pada diri ini….ke sini utk bekerja dan berbakti,bukan mencari sekalian kawan…cukuplah sudah sekalain sahabat yg aku ada…mereka lebih mengenali dr org yg cuba utk mengelabui mata org lain ..

Tp kesal…bak kata babo…menjadi pensyarah, guru…bukan hanya mengajar tapi mendidik..tp kiranya begini perangai pendidik….ntah apa jadi dengan dunia pendidikan….haruskan manusia seperti ini berada di tempat mulia sebagai pendidik?selayaknya, pasti yg lain lebih mampu menggalas beban tugas mulia ini…..

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students….

syawal is just near the corner…tp sebab memey duk klate doh,x la segho sgt like the previous years…

this week is our last week of meeting the students b4 tehy go back for raya nad return after that to sit 4 their final xm…i dun xpect much from them tis sem, i just wat them to pass..tats all…teaching art&design students are very challenging…they don’t really pay attention to class..they sometimes take Bel’s subject for granted..not because they are brilliant but tehy think that english is not important…tehy love drawing like hell and they stay up late every nite to finish their master piece…(koya samtimes)

 the other group (business) was wonderful..majority of them are kelantanese and their english is quite good…they always do their work,make jokes in class and seldom made me mad…last week, the group invited me to join their iftor..and alhamdulillah, i managed to join them after break fast with my mom at home…tehre are all very sweet and eager to lern..i do hope they will keep this attitude till their last sem…

kla…itu saje…hehe

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it’s final

it’s ultimate….i am not going to UPSI…not because i do not want to,but I have to….

it has always been my dream to go abroad further my studies..no doubt…and when it’s there in front of me…..i was about to say yes to it….the chance is very near to you..one year to do masters abroad sounds damn terrific but the 7 year contract forced me to think further…..

when i told my dad,he said that i need to go through this matter throughly with farihan….and i did….being a very sweet and supportive fiance…he said that he would love to see me chasing my dreams and he does not want to be a show stopper..thanx to that….when i brought up the 7 year contract he was still fine untill i bombarded him with many many questions regarding “our future’….

– are you willing to travel back forth from tanjung malim to putrajaya???

– how r we gonna raise kids if by any chance we have children ??

-r u going to settle down with me in tanjung malim??

after having a very very deep thinking on my own, i choose not to be selfish..i choose to think 4 us both,4 our future family…and of course i need to think about my parents…what if something hapen to them prior to my absence???nauzubillah

deep down in my heart…sgt sedih….tp aku redha…aku pasrah…like what I told farihan…

“sangat penting utk sy mengejar cita-cita….depan mata saya…tp hukum agama mengatakan terpenting dalam hidup saya selepas ini ialah segala keutamaan suami…”…i just pray hard that mebi someday in the future God restored something better 4 me….and the best 4 us…insya allah…..

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