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I went shouting and screaming when I found out about the innocent sweet looking nurin was the one who brutally barbarically being abused…it was beyond our imagination…neither us nor the family would want to meet their lost daughter in such tragic way….my heart goes to the family..

 

What I  want most right niw is justice…yesss…and the best one is to have QISOS..so that the psycho person will be treated just the way he /she did to little nurin…if that were to be prosecute, I wish to witness that with my four eyes….death sentence is just too easy for someone uncivilized like him/her…

 

AL FATIHAH for nurin..

 

The world out there is no longer safe for the kids to enjoy their childhood…nor like our time when we easily went to field playing with the neighbors and only appeared through the back door of the house at 6pm…we can simply go cycling in the evening ,or play masak2 anywhere pleased us…….perhaps,it’s a different story now….i’m sorry 4 the future kids…they gonna miss so many wonderful things in life…

  

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terawih….

wah..hari ni rasa hepi…sebab esok cuti!!hehe..sgt gumbira..lagi2 nak balik kb n iftar ngan kak su,abg munir…x derlah berbuka sunyi sepi dgn mama n babo jer…

semalam alhamdulillah,berjaya berterawih….tp semalam menjadi terawih yg penuh sendu…solat bersama babo adalah private moment yg sayatnyer masih terasa ke hari ini…mungkin akan terasa sampai bila2 pedih dan pilunya….memang mengantuk masa mula2 tu sebab semamalm pun dah penat..tp when i talk to myself to listen to his every word,to memorise his voice,to hear the rythm,to restore that to my memory…so tat when i am away performing terawih….i’ll recall his soothing voice…tears streaming down my cheeks … i told myself to assure that i will always perform terawih with him throughout this ramadhan…

after the last “amin” i kissed him on his cheeks,tears at our both eyes…i cant barely utter a word yet he managed to say…

“babo mitok maaf byk2 atas salah silap babo…kalo babo mati,tolong maafkan semuanya…dan tolong bacakan babo QulHuwallah…

aku cium tangannya sekali lagi…lama….laju airmata jatuh….pecah rasa di dalam dada..

he then continued…”nida,jadi anak yg jurruh deh???” i just can nod…

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anti-social

huhu….hari ni hari anti-sosial..haha..i managed to conduct the speaking test for four hours…penat,klakar…semua ada…tgk students yg mcm2 idea…yg x penah terpk…kesimpulannya…lega!!! next week i can start with the sketch..so that i can be able to finish everything on time..it also means..hectic!!!!!!!there will be many classes held 4 replacement….nasib baik jugak la ramadhan so that during the lunch hours we can still use that limited time to conduct class…

kak la called me to talk about the gathering ..sedey la…sgt sedey…of course i won’t be able to attend and meet all my dear frens….tats the only time that we can sit together and trade gossips,catching up news…huhu….x pelah..hopefully i won’t miss anything!!!!!!!

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Haru Biru Kelabu….

hari ini adalah hari yg x berape best….sbb…meeting regarding ISO…adoi……..rasa mcm nak berenti keje je….

byk mende yg x masuk akal tetiba kene masukkan ke dalam akal…sgt complicated…benda2 document itu dan ini sgt menyesakkan idup kami..semua dah sakit kepala pk kan bende alah nie…

dan sbb tu  jugaklah koordinator dgn paniknya meminta semua fail dihantar balik utk semakan kedua mgu depan..huh…dah la internal audit pun minggu depan..kesimpulannya….berkepit dgn file lah aku 2-3 hari ni mengupdate benda2 yg patut…menyusahkan betul…huhu…

haru je raser…

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semalam yg penat

semalam letih sgt2…balik je prepare ape yg patut…bukak posa ngan mama n babo pun ckit….straight away went to shower..pastu tertdo dengan kadar yg amat dahsyat…terbgn balik konon2 nak tgk CSI,tp end up tutup tv and tdo again…
at 2.30 i woke up again,mark the students’ journals…manages only to get 2 done and went to sleep AGAIN!!!!!!!….
and at 4.30am, i woke up again helping mama with the meals 4 sahur….
during the “while” process mama g solat n left me with the chores…aku dengar mama nangis kuat gler..teresak2 menagdu dekat Allah…pastu masa sahur mama cakap…”mama tgk Mariam (makcik yg kene larikan ke korea) tu mcm tua sgt…sedih mama tgk..nnt turn mama jd mcm tu mcm mana la…aku tersayat,tp maintain muka selamba… “mariam korea tu ko mama?”…and teh conversation habis kat situ…..

conclusion…semalam memang penat…hari ni mudah2 an x penat sgt…sian mama x de sape nak sembang dengar citer die…hari ni kene balik cepat lepas uat speaking xm dangan students…babo ada urusan,kwn dia datang 8 org…so kene prepare iftar…sib baik makcik dtg tolong mama after 2..nak tgu aku balik,kul 4 br terhegeh2 siap assess student..huhu…

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huh???

nidana —
[adjective]:

Like in nature to a train-riding hobo

‘How will you be defined in the dictionary?’ at QuizGalaxy.com

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ramadhan kariim

alhamdulillah…ramadhan datang lagi..and this time around,its gonna be so meaningful to me…

tis ramadhan is the last ramadhan that i have with my parents…sharing everything under the same roof..i can still wake them up 4 sahur, i can still prepare the meals together with mama…and my promise is…i am going to deliver my best duty as their daughter throughout tis month….sedih sgt2 when i think of tis as my last service before i became farihan’s wife….sekarang pun rasa dah nak nangis…i can’t think of whats gonna happen to them, we used to share everything together almost 9 months now…i have to admit that i became very clinging to mama n babo since i started work here in machang…before, it was not like this..i am so used to be far away with them…i am so used to only listen to their voice and not having them for almost every year throughout my year of studies…things changed,everything changed…mama is my shadow and i became her shadow….we are almost inseparable…

tis coming ramadhan….i am gonna pray hard to god to give me another chance next year to celebrate ramadhan again with my two rainbow…mama n babo

to all my frens…selamat menyambut ramadhan….bykkan berdoa 4 all the good things in life…and also,byk kan beribadat..mudah2an its gonna b a better ramadhan as compared to the previous one..insya allah…

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