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Archive for July, 2007

LUNCH

hari ni sibuk….sangat sibuk,kat rumah kat sini…kesian mama…today,we have decided to invite my father’s cousin for lunch. She is here for a month before she goes back to Makkah…since she got a very tight schedule, my parents need to agree on today eventhough it’s a working day for me…the result is, i need to prepare everything with mama yesterday,last nite and this morning before i left home for work..i do hope mama will manage everything properly..it’s hard for her to work alone without assistance..it’s not much taht i did, but then she needs me to get things for her, to prepare the cutlery and to remind her if she forgets the recipe…

k lah…that’s 4 today..need to look 4 notes to aid my teaching today…huh

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F. A. R. I. H. A. N

i am bored…i found myself missing someone so dearly..

U MADE ME SMILE U MADE ME SOBB
U MADE ME CRY TILL I CAN’T STOP
U MADE ME HAPPY U MADE ME GLOOM
MY LOVE FOR U BABY IS ALWAYS BLOOM…….

=)

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yesterday was a challenge…it took all the strength to remain calm, to stay normal, to appear happy…

last night, when i was alone in my room, with the light switched off… i let it out…i wept and i wept … i wet the pillow, i wet my shirt…i can only talked by sms, i can’t talk verbally…i let the alphabets reveal the part that i can convey and the other part remains deep down my throat, near to my heart….. i now know that my dream “destination” is not 4 me…i can never fit into it….there was time i try to battle everything, to vanished the thought and give everything out of me….however,it’s proven now….it can’t never be that way………..

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